Our Car Died. Yippee!
Well, our car decided to die on us the other day. That was how the day started, and it was just a way to throw anxiety onto an already simmering mess. The last week has seen its share of ups and downs, and a whole lot of not writing on this blog. Luckily my in-laws came to the rescue over the car issue, so there is a lot less stress over that. I would like to say that there is a good reason for not getting anything posted in a while, but that would be a lie. There is never a good reason. It just seems that my motivation sucks. This is something that has changed a lot since my struggles with anxiety began. I used to be a very motivated person, and now those days are long gone. I am not sure what it is about anxiety and lack of motivation. The simple fact that there is something that needs to be done can cause a lot of anxiety. Even if it is something that I would normally look forward to, having an event or task on my schedule brings with it a good dosage of ill feelings.